I Devise My Own Demise

There are lot of things in this life that i can't control and no one else can. There are lot of things that we wish we could have controlled but we just can't and at that time we feel too helpless. At that time we are not able to decide that what's going on around us. We only think that why the hell is this happening, why the hell it just happened. But we can't do anything. We are too helpless.

But there is one thing that's under our control. We have always been told that death comes unexpectedly. It just comes without a notice. Well, it may be true in the case of those who want to live a long life. But in my case its not. Because its upto me to decide how long or rather short i wanna live. Its me who devise my own demise.

Well you may be thinkin that what a crap i have posted again, but try to think , try to give it a thought. You can't control everything, but you can control certain things. And its no one else who is going to decide about me. May be i am losing everything, may be i m losing my life, my friends , but i will not lose in the end, coz I DEVISE MY OWN DEMISE.