Reckless Creepy Freak

"I am losing my sight, i am losing my mind" these words are being running through my head again and again. For the past 5 days i go to work but do not work at all. I do not feel of doing anything. I am just lost somewhere and not able to decide what to do.

I want to cry but i am not able to, no one's here to let off my pains. I want to shed my tears, but i am not able to, there is no place left to let them drained.

My sickness is making me sicker and i have been growing weaker day by day, physically, mentally and emotionally. Physically, i do not need to explain; Mentally, yes i am going insane; Emotionally, i cant hold on the pain.

What i have to do now, where should i go now, who am i and what i want? I really myself do not know. Or else do i know?

Well, yes i know who i am. Before anyone of you judge me or before anyone of you open your mouth to speak, let me tell you i am a Reckless Creepy Freak.