Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Reckless Creepy Freak

"I am losing my sight, i am losing my mind" these words are being running through my head again and again. For the past 5 days i go to work but do not work at all. I do not feel of doing anything. I am just lost somewhere and not able to decide what to do.

I want to cry but i am not able to, no one's here to let off my pains. I want to shed my tears, but i am not able to, there is no place left to let them drained.

My sickness is making me sicker and i have been growing weaker day by day, physically, mentally and emotionally. Physically, i do not need to explain; Mentally, yes i am going insane; Emotionally, i cant hold on the pain.

What i have to do now, where should i go now, who am i and what i want? I really myself do not know. Or else do i know?

Well, yes i know who i am. Before anyone of you judge me or before anyone of you open your mouth to speak, let me tell you i am a Reckless Creepy Freak.

7 Comments:

inlivenout said...

Hmmmmm... Life aint a cake to be cut into pieces.

PS: Do you know that Akash means "the sky"?

Fonceur said...

I disagree Miss Inlive.

Life is a piece of cake. Truth is life is a piece of ice cream. You start eating it and you never know when you finished it.

If you ask me i will tell this life is just like a resting place for a traveler. For him the resting is just part of his journey, the journey towards his final destination.

inlivenout said...

:-O A public liar! Resting place? Thats what you have been doing drilling in office from 8 to 9 huh??

I said life aint a piece of cake coz how much ever I try... nothing fits in while describing it. And it is not at all meant to be cut into pieces. I used to wonder whats the purpose and why the hell we are here in the first place. But that was long time back and ever since it has been so clear that 'life' itself is its purpose. It is so beautiful and 'that' is the only reason we have to live it to the fullest.

All this might sound like intellectual crap to geniuses like you :P But believe me, philosophy is interesting, only as long as you 'crap' like this ;)

aks said...

@inlivenout well, nice that you find life as beautiful, but here comes the relativity.

You find life as beautiful because it is beautiful for you, i can not accept that life's beautiful only because it is beautiful for you.

There may be lot of people like me who will say that life is a death sentence you can't escape.

life aint a piece of cake, life aint an ice cream ... life is just a dream on the way to death.

aks said...

hey just thought of rhymin my last line :D

"life aint an ice cream,
life aint a piece of cake
life is just a dream,
on the way to death."

inlivenout said...

Freak,
Yeah yeah... whatever I say is 100% absolute to I, Me and Myself. But theory of relativity does not hold good when it comes to Life being beautiful. The comment space is sure not enough to prove how wrong you are(if you could forgive me for saying that!).

aks said...

@inlivenout you can go on, the comment space is not limited. Take ur time and take ur space but please prove me wrong :)