Happiness, Misery, Sanity

What is better, happiness or misery? What do you enjoy most - happiness or misery?

If it comes to me i enjoy my miseries more than my happy times. Because they are the ones that always show up the reality. They are the ones who make us face up the truth. They are the ones who make me realise who i really am. Happiness, on the other hand is a mtter of just a short duration. During that time we even forget our real self and think that this time will be there forever. But its not true. Misery rules our lives.

Not only our miseries make us realise the truth but the also steel us for the future. They make our hearts stronger. And if you think that you really enjoy your happiness more than it is also beacuse of your miseries. If there are no miseries in your life you by no means can enjoy that short time span of your happiness. As happiness comes after a long time of being in misery that's why you enjoy being happy.

Miseries are meant to make us stronger, to iron us for the future and now i can proudly say that i am a stronger person than what i used to be. One of my close friends told me if he would have sufferred all those things that i am suffering he would have gone mad. Well, that made me think have i grown stronger or have i really gone insane. Yes, i am a stronger person now but one thing is also true that i have lost my sanity.

As it is said that too much of anything is not good, in the same way, even though our miseries make us stronger but too much of them can make you insane.

But its also true that now i am enjoying my miseries, i am in love with the pains that they bring and i love the things that i do knowing that i have lost my sanity.